Thursday, May 22
Left Out
There are days when I feel slightly left out by the people I live with. This is one of them. I like all of the people I live with, and I think that I'm going to live with a few of the guys next year. But, I sometimes think that they don't like my company as much as each other's. The first discussions about where to live / who to live with didn't include me, and I still don't think that I'm 100% welcome to live with them all next year. Every so often a copy of Loot, the free ads paper turns up in our kitchen, with a few ads for houses ringed by the guys. The problem is, most of these houses are for 5, whereas with me there's 6 of us. Not the most inspiring thing ever. Also, whenever a couple of people have a day off and go into Camden or wherever, I don't get an invite. One thing which has really pissed me off is that I said to Chris that when he's finished his exams, I'd be quite happy to go do all of the touristy type things in London, because neither of us have done much of it, and we've both finished our exams. So yesterday, I was in the kitchen with Chris and Pete, and Pete asked Chris when they were going to start seeing the sites. I didn't get so much as a mention...
I know this may seem petty, and a little bit pessimistic, but I keep getting this sort of vibe from them all. We'll see, we'll see. Don't get me wrong, I really like all of them, but I am coming round to the point of view that maybe they're not as keen on me...
Pantera - Fucking Hostile
Amoebaassasin - Piledriver (Let's see if this throws up any search engine results...)
Dieselboy - Render
Crazy Town - Butterfly
