Thursday, March 11
Inspired
I am currently 2000 words through an absolutely epic piece that I intend to post tonight. It contains nigh-on everything of any note that has happened to me in the last 2 weeks. I know that I have neglected this blog for that period, because there has just been so much happening recently.
I felt that it was time to write these things down and to get them out of my system. There's highs, lows, and every height in-between. There's so much stuff that has happened that I wanted to comment on and just hadn't got around to doing so. Therefore, I sat and I wrote, and I will sit tonight and write further. No joking, this post could be over 5000 words in length, my life has got that interesting recently.
The items contained within it will probably surprise people, no doubt offend people, and I imagine that other people may get the wrong end of the stick about certain elements. I hope that you read it in full, because it is one of the most introspective pieces that I have written in a long while. A lot of it is raw, unimpeded emotion and thoughts spilling out onto the keyboard. I never re-read and edit something that I have written, because I feel that it is tantamount to altering your thoughts, your most personal things, in order to present a side of you, an image, that you want to portray.
Fuck that, I don't want to present an image of myself here. I want to present myself as a whole. As a splintered, fucked-up person just like everybody else who walks this Earth. The difference is that I don't give a damn that people will read this and judge me. Like me, hate me, love me: whatever. At least you know me.
