Tuesday, June 24
Skulduggery
Stolen unashamedly from Orgasm Addict:
I am not: someone who keeps too many secrets.
I hurt: myself by not doing anything when something needs to be done.
I love: to be with people
I hate: being alone
I fear: being alone
I forget: to tell people how much they mean to me
I remember: everything that isn't important
I imagine: how it would feel to be loved
I hope: that someday I will be able to walk with my head up.
I crave: acceptance
I regret: nothing and everything at the same time.
I care: for those who want me to.
I always: feel that I could have done better.
I want: to know how it feels to be alone with somebody who loves me.
I feel alone: because I am.
I listen: only when I'm not talking.
I hide: my feelings from other people.
I pretend: to myself that I am enjoying life.
I drive: too fast
I sing: badly
I cry: when the moment requires it.
I destroy: my hope in the world around me.
I dance: when drunk.
I write: because I get easily opinionated.
I wake: slowly.
I breathe: the sweet smell of failure.
I play: with other people's arguments.
I venture: my opinion too often
I find: the most beautiful things in the strangest places.
I pray: never.
I miss: my life.
I kiss: badly?
I succeed: when I don't fail.
I search: for a reason to keep on searching.
I learn: something new every day
I feel: like I am the only person in the world who is going through a shit period in their life.
I know: what constant loneliness can feel like.
I joke: because if I didn't then I would cry.
I say: whatever it is I'm thinking.
I change: my opinions of people too easily.
I fail: because I can't be bothered.
I dream: when awake and asleep.
I believe: that there is nothing after death.
I wonder: whether I will ever find somebody who will in fact want to be with me.
I want: someone.
I worry: constantly.
I wish:
I fight: inner demons.
I need: sanctity.
I am: alone.
Hmm, that got a bit negative. Meh.
